if only you had seen the face, you'd feel me screaming inside. i could take the pain. i just don't want to end up in a hospital bed. when she exclaimed that i could die from it. maybe, oh kay. but i told you before. black shirt with silver tie.

if only i'm in a better form, i'd be spending some time away from the house. all i do now is stop and stare. yea. stop and stare. i was stunned the other night because, whoa. uber stunned. left hanging. meanwhile on other days, i would spend noon time with new people. it was weird but slowly, it gets alright, i think. at first, i couldn't believe myself either. almost happiness, but wasn't quite it. almost nothing close to that.

i found myself liking the sounds of broken records.



i, too, will play viva la vida!


dengdengdeng.

nineteen

you know who (=
acoustics
foood
sunflowers
colours&more beyond the rainbow
christmas
waltz

i won't let you give up on a miracle, 'cause it might save you.
Fix me in 45.

JANUARY
01. honghui '90
06. sabita '89
06. serenekwek '89
10. michellelee '89
11. firdaus '87
16. mrraymondng '7?
20. afwan '9?
23. auntyelizabeth '**
28. yongtat '86

FEBRUARY
01. cihui '90
02. yongwei '89
04. chaiyieng '89
07. mustafa '91
12. alvinlam '89
18. chuanliang '89
26. corinne '89
28. weisheng '89

MARCH
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01. jansen '89
01. nicholas '89
02. sherman '89
02. faiza '87
06. sihui '89
09. weiling '89
10. meijuan '89
12. jikhim '90
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18. twiggy '89
26. poppy '**
30. dennis '92
31. huayyin '90

APRIL
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22. fauziah '87
27. sean '89
30. rafi '87

MAY
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07. daryl '90
10. kaiwai '89
11. mommy '**
14. gary '90
15. junsheng '89
17. fadhilah '89
30. kongshen '89
30. shining '89
30. jesslin '89
31. shahirah '89
31. maylwin '89

JUNE
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01. karl '89
08. aqilah '89
14. safiah '89
15. joyce '90
19. jasmine '82
27. benjamin '89
28. fawwaz '89

JULY
07. keying '89
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08. waikiat '90
11. yiwan '89
15. darryl '89
22. dehui '88
25. shuimin '89

AUGUST
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05. johnson '90
13. samson '86
13. farah '90
14. samuel '89
18. shidah '89
31. xavier '90

SEPTEMBER
01. mrssarahchng '7?
03. kempson '83
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09. ashila '89
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16. adillah '90
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