it's october already. woh, great. not.

one time, when i thought it's best to end everything quickly. just so i could fly away. stupid things that don't make sense. but only when other matters start falling in place again, it gets better, slowly. i don't wanna leave.

i think about samson whenever refrigerator hits my mind. cuzzie jasmine and i are in search of our baking oven. ain and i made through tuesday. suzanna, who's been thoughtful. shidah, the one that needs to catch up with us, please. oh, i miss bebe! theophilus is picking up the acoustic guitar. isaac is sharing many more tunes. seokuan wore a pretty bright smile. huayyin has been silly and a sweetie. chinho, gracious as always. maylwin, that chokes upon seeing me. corinne, a real sweetie too. many people with odd behaviours. sometimes, strangers smile. and when i have time to spare, i bother to wonder what's wrong with you. you don't care anymore. seriously, where are you? come back to the ground if you're getting high.

oh, poppy. strike two. he's over there whenever i ride the train home. listened how much he wanted to travel space and leave this crappy place. take a look around. well, it's turning blue here. why did the buildings turn blue? why those painters have overloaded blue paints? everything is changing way too fast. i detest. don't tell me to pack. please stop time. oh, house. house, house. i love this house! it's too jklahuehaunhdabdba. apparently, there are no words to describe.

wish i could stay long enough to spend another christmas, right here. where everyone stays behind too.

nineteen

you know who (=
acoustics
foood
sunflowers
colours&more beyond the rainbow
christmas
waltz

i won't let you give up on a miracle, 'cause it might save you.
Fix me in 45.

JANUARY
01. honghui '90
06. sabita '89
06. serenekwek '89
10. michellelee '89
11. firdaus '87
16. mrraymondng '7?
20. afwan '9?
23. auntyelizabeth '**
28. yongtat '86

FEBRUARY
01. cihui '90
02. yongwei '89
04. chaiyieng '89
07. mustafa '91
12. alvinlam '89
18. chuanliang '89
26. corinne '89
28. weisheng '89

MARCH
01. xueying '89
01. jansen '89
01. nicholas '89
02. sherman '89
02. faiza '87
06. sihui '89
09. weiling '89
10. meijuan '89
12. jikhim '90
13. premdesmond '89
18. twiggy '89
26. poppy '**
30. dennis '92
31. huayyin '90

APRIL
08. khairiah '91
08. kennethkoh '90
10. nurulain '89
22. fauziah '87
27. sean '89
30. rafi '87

MAY
02. jiamin '89
04. dominic '89
07. daryl '90
10. kaiwai '89
11. mommy '**
14. gary '90
15. junsheng '89
17. fadhilah '89
30. kongshen '89
30. shining '89
30. jesslin '89
31. shahirah '89
31. maylwin '89

JUNE
01. nadia '87
01. karl '89
08. aqilah '89
14. safiah '89
15. joyce '90
19. jasmine '82
27. benjamin '89
28. fawwaz '89

JULY
07. keying '89
08. ade '89
08. waikiat '90
11. yiwan '89
15. darryl '89
22. dehui '88
25. shuimin '89

AUGUST
02. danson '90
04. kenneth '86
05. johnson '90
13. samson '86
13. farah '90
14. samuel '89
18. shidah '89
31. xavier '90

SEPTEMBER
01. mrssarahchng '7?
03. kempson '83
05. kimjian '89
09. ashila '89
09. eunice '89
14. nurafasha '89
16. adillah '90
19. wenna '89
19. sufyan '90
21. xuejing '89
29. hilmi '89
29. rouwen '88
30. fairul '89

OCTOBER
01. shimin '89
07. cecilia '89
10. florence '84
10. racheljoy '89
12. dicky '89
17. yiying '89
20. theophilus '89
23. bradley '9?
27. freda '89

NOVEMBER
02. nicole '92
03. izwan '90
05. liz '89
07. desmondwong '89
08. chinho '88
09. chanleng '89
10. kiwa '89
15. rutchel '75
23. xuanmin '89
23. sammy '89
24. gavin '89
26. jeryl '89
27. suzanna '89
29. illyssa '91

DECEMBER
09. wenbin '89
12. joseph '86
12. mitchell '01
13. frecy '82
17. unclepaul '**
20. shuki '89
22. jonathanwee '89
22. isaac '89
26. desiree '89
27. yongliang '89
27. dora '87
28. jessearriza '90
29. jiarui '89
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