i got distracted once again. it's like, my thoughts have changed to do other stuff. anything else but study. slipped away. where have i been? the hospital. i wanted to stay there for one night. although, long enough to watch forgetting sarah marshall together. i love it when jason segel screams and sings and trashes his piano pieces. haha. i realize i do scream and sing at the same time, after a tragic lost or over nothing at all. i don't know why. maybe.
figuring out the world. a moo point, some might say. but somehow, it matters to me. even just a little. it still does.
how come it's possible for best friends to turn their friendship to love. really? why strangers meet and fall in love? love at first sight, huh? who's most definite absolutely sure that long distance is not going to work? would feelings ever disappear? tell me it didn't just fade away. no, tell her. like how he told the world before. no more bull or crap. more than ever, it's far too complicated.
weekends are here. back to school on monday. four tests are roaring near. the fifth one falls on the following week.
take my mind off the pressure now. and i bring myself to think about 2pm. haha. well, what do you know? hush. i found myself singing when jaebeom dances, i think. and i'd dance with him too. i hope i can behave myself in w56e on monday. and not abruptly burst and sing out to shirin! heehee. control! and taecyeon, he reminds me of peter crouch. tall! woohoo! junsu is like the adorable hamster. that gives me goosebumps each time he sings. and the remaining four. not really. but okay.
i think i know what i want.
goodnight, jaebeom, taecyeon, junsu. goodnight, 2pm. goodnight, you and me and the spotlight. goodnight, the earth, and all the solar system.
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